Sabotage

Dad took me for chinese tonight, as it's his birthday and he wanted to celebrate. He expects me to eat HUGE amounts, but i had about 3/4 of a vegetarian stir-fry, a bit of rice and a dim sim. Gross. I skipped on my jump rope for 5 minutes but got stomach ache. Fasting again tomorrow, only water, gum and tic-tacs. Maximum 6 tic tacs a day. No food except for dinner, then exercise after dinner. I just did 60 crunches, I'll do another 4 sets of 60 beofre I go to sleep, as well as jump rope for another 10 minutes.
I need to burn off at least another 500 calories tonight before I go to sleep. I may have to stay up after mum goes to bed. Water water water water. Must drink MORE WATER!!!
No more calories AT ALL tonight.
Plan for tomorrow:

1. Wake up at 6:00.
2. Apple for breakfast.
3. Exercise bike for 30 minutes.
4. Shower 10 minutes.
5. Get dressed.
6. Make up.
7. Make cereal just before mum leaves, feed it to the dog once she's gone.
8. Pack bag - water! chewy, tic tacs.
9. MAXIMUM 6 TIC TACS throughout the day!!!
10. Come home.
11. If it's not raining, run to MR and back. If it is raining, jump rope and exercise bike.
12. Eat dinner with mum (as little as possible, she's making chickpea curry)
13. Come upstairs and do crunches before bed.

Whenever possible, I'll try to update this blog to keep my thoughts clean and pure.

I don't need food I don't need it hungry means I'm succeeding Ana doesn;t mind if I'm hungry Ana just wants to make sure I'm beautiful. She'll take care of me.