Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Off to school.

I went to the shop, bought a multivitamin/mineral supplement, sugarfree gum and tic-tacs. I know tic-tacs are 2cal each but I'll intersperse them between the gum to keep my mouth busy and mix it up a bit.
I went for a 30 minute walk to and from the shop (15 minutes each way) in the rain :) but I took an umbrella this time ;)
I still feel HUGE from dinner last night, it was awful, wish wish wish I could vomit but my gag reflex is just not responsive at all.
I look fucking massive! No binges, no treats or snacks, water, gum and tic tacs only. And then I'll have to eat dinner. I'm going to go to school.
School presents so many temptations.. and a much higher risk of getting caught. My friends offer me chocolate, and other foods daily. I must say anything chocolate or chocolate flavoured is probably my biggest weakness. Sigh sigh sigh. I need to get some chocolate and sabotage it (maybe with vinegar? or tomato sauce?) and force myself to put it in my mouth. Maybe then I'll be turned off it. Why does this have to be so hard?
Wish me luck <3

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