Tuesday, November 16, 2010

vocalisation

one month until i'm 17.
i don;t want to grow up...
i love to be stoned
to be amazed again'
to have th capacity to care
downside: munchies
fuck


i deserve nothing more than a slow & very painful death

and i know it.

i am a nobody and no one cares about me. i have no importance in the world and i'm just a fat ugly girl with no aspirations, no hope, no skill, no talent.
i have opportunity; it's true. but i have no desire to chase any 'dreams'.
i am worthless, nothing.

getting high, going to school, coming home, getting high, homework, bed.
my life (L)

i do what i want?!

when im stoned, i can feel the fat. it's separate to me... not a part of who i  am.
i could shed it and i know that i would feel so much better, lighter, cleaner
more efficient,
me
bones and skin and organs and blood and what more does a girl need?

bones are beautiful

Everything in life is fucked.


boom, bitches.

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