My life in lists

I shall thus transcribe some of the stuff i wrote in my new weed diary - the big art book.
THE BENDER. remembered forever in the book.
as follows:
"the only thing I really know is she's got sex appeal. This lifestyle, just living like a wild child, sculling drinks and smoking cones until we find a better safer wholer state of reality. The opportunities available to us can consume or overwhelm us - never be that which you simply tolerate. Think about the things you try to avoid thinking about in your everyday life. THINK! QUESTION? Is religion the illness or the cure?"

"Kitchen:
tongs, forks, spoons,m knives, measuring cups, kettle, tea towels, cooking trays, bowls, plates, cups, mugs, spare light bulbs. squirty cleaner, dishwashing detergent, shrap jar, kew rack yew.
Bed:
sheets, pillow, bong, bowl, lighter, clear eyes, scissors, sattys, stationary, grinder, crayolas, textas, colour pencils, lead pencils, puffers, cone pieces, spare stem, "I'll do it in about ten minutes... Like, fuck!" Haha - ES.
"Don't hate me cause I look like you bitch!" - JS
"I can't believe that I pulled that cone - so casual. Testing our limits today." - E
Nail polish, nail polish remover, make up remover, meditation cds, cotton buds, bean bags, toothbrush, toothpaste, guitar, skateboards!!! make it to the moon, doona,m blanket, L- I'm not kidding, get on the ground and scrape it. Now! - E "Bossy" Smith
E's good at drawing - an observation
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - perfect
Solar System (Insert pic of planet)
xbox, wizzer, fish bowl, water bottle, mirror, look how much my writing changed just then. LoL
It's everywhere, oh, it's everything.
paints, paintbrushes, moisturizer, razors, sunnies, lip balm, cylinder, snowflakes, icicles, Spanner???, Who ya gonna call?! 
Max is sexy hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah My eyes are blue after I hang out with Max LoL
Green eyes are typically associated with magic.
Jack's drawing a bong, yew!
I'm just writing to give my mind something to do.
a drink of water om nom nom
"Where's the Bong?" - JL
Realistic Expectations
CD Player, laptop, wifi, condoms, tampons
FUCK SOCIETY smoke up!
Sexy Sammi and Erotic Emily
Struggling to survive in a society that will eat us alive, fall down they drag you away to where no one can hear your screams of agony a dark quiet place in a small space
Mystical Shit.
Desperation is not attractive.
Notepads!
questions remain unanswered yet again as i fade away gathering dust just another drop of fresh summer rain
Sitting in J's bed trying to get this through my head. My entire life is not real, it's all a dream, So how do I feel now? Lied to, oppressed, alienation, resentement. I've left my old life and who I used to be, think about that, I'm just a refugee.
"Remember when we used to sharpen our crayons and shit? How weird" - ES
I spilt the mix :( All on Jesse's floor, fuckkk
There's arts and crafts everywhere and it's thoroughly enjoyable!!!
Why are there no black people? I work at doing the thing I was made for. What all women are made to do - sandwich making - LE"

"antiquity is a funny word.
expression of a thing so powerful, so immense, she could no longer hold herself as she burst forth, no longer human but something instinctive, important, ancient. Licking her lips, flicking her tail, the primal beast looked them in the eye and asked "So who am I now? Am I still who I used to be?" No one answered. "I have changed but I am the same, do not test my strength young ones. I certainly am not yet cured..."

"I got 99 problems...
off to another universe.
rest sleep haunting dreams visions desperation
"It;s all said and done and my cock's been sucked."
When did I become a ghost? Follow those who are, according to society's standards and expectations (which are ultimately detrimental to humakind itself) are follwoing a path through life which is neither moral , right or true. But has it not been said before that, "If it makes you happy, it can't be that bad."? Do you question that which you tolerate and avoid? Do you consider your life to be worthwhile and purposeful?
Beautiful things in this world of ours.
I ate shrooms just so I could see the universe.
I picked up the world and threw it agaisnt the bars that keep me trapped within my own mind. It shattered and floated down around me, I choked in blood, lies and disappointment. A final gasp, a declaration of love, it's time to let go. Precious things are made to be admired then passed along."