Took my first acid tab on Saturday night at a friend's going away party. A snap decision:
"oh yeah Im getting on later"
:sick bro, watcha getting?"
"gas and acid"
"do you reckon you could you get us some acid?"
"yeah ill see what i can do"
... done.
$25 each
for 36 hours of tripping off my fucking face
didnt come home for 2 days after
my eyes were wild
everything was sparkling, it was amazing, everything felt good, i did everything i felt like doing at the time, i loved everything, so many questiond, i felt like my mind expanded, it felt as if i was so insignificant, i know nothing, but its okay, just chill, evething is fuckin awesome, yew, i had a threesome haha, fuck, i kept imagining max, michael confessed he truly loved me, i saw lights wavering colours flashinbg changing colourful lights, neons, colours, bright, lines, shapes, truth, falling, perception, open,
wow sorry i was rambling haha
didnt sleep between saturday morning and sunday night. Finally after many bongs i slept at emilys house last night. Im still trippen a bit every now and then but i think my brain just is a biut overloaded with all these thoughts
i wish i could just simplify as i do so easily when im on acid'
'i need to learn to think like that
decisions were made what felt right at the time
love
sorry if this is crazy, im still whacked and i also am high ha
okay so timeline:
sat at party 9pm: smoking chilln yew
saturday bout 10:30pm at party - took acid tab
blank between
sat - no sense of time passing - occasional cautious thought, mostly acting on impulse - at ms house in his bed with him / j??? - doing anything eg stroking the wall, looking out the window
sun 2:18 - bed with m snuggling, watching some crazy movie, i dont know, im giggling crazily, squirming, wriggling, touching things, being everywhere
sun 7ish - left ms house with e walked to beach looking absolutely drugfucked, went absolutely fuckin crazy on the beach, naked, swimming, chillin, making PLANS to escape everyone and everything, best friends everr
sun 10ish - went to my house, had showers, smoked bongs, packed my shit
sun lunch - met up with the boys, got 4 more acid tabs, hung out
sun arvo - e's with e, j, jL - just trippin, smoking up, trying to chill
sun night - dinner with e;s family
finally slept
i dont know anything.
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