Tuesday, January 4, 2011

capitulations

the only one who ever loved me
now loves someone else.

the finger of blame has turned upon itself
and im more than willing to offer myself
do you want my presence or need my help?
who knows where that might lead...

fuck the pain awayyyyy



i realised the other day, the true benefits of my drug habit:
1. lost 5 kilos.
2. feel good
3. not as suicidal
4. not nervous
5. don;t sweat
6. chilled
7. less angry
8. don't need to eat
9. fun
10. escape for a while...


who the fuck can honestly say "im worried about you" when everything stemming from my drug use is a positive thing? ffs, i'm now coming 10th in 3 subjects at school, out of 200 people, that's a pretty fuckin solid effort. MY MARKS HAVE IMPROVED since i started smoking uppp.
suck it, cunts.















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