Fuck

I wish i could just fade away
just fade into nothing
no one would notice
they dont fucking care anyway
everyones got their own agendas
no one fucking cares
my body remains but my mind slips away
and every day im closer to something, i don't know what it is
will i kill myself? i don't think im brave enough strong enough tough enough
how do you give up
no
how do you keep going?
how do YOU keep going?
I can;'t do it
i cant
i want to be thin i want to die i want everything want want
food? i dont want food in me near me on me go away food i dont want food
im trapped
let me out please let me out please let me out

i feel like lately ive come to the edge of something
i cant step over it
cant go through it
there are ways around it either side but i dont like them
so im stuck
options?

help me.